June 18, 2015

a whirlwind of thoughts


Our baby didn't grow. No heartbeat.
Stopped at 9 weeks. He/she would be born on Christmas 2015.

Everything has changed.
This is our second attempt, the first was in November and did not pass the 6 weeks pregnancy.
This time, I had to be hospitalized to remove him/her.
Not easy.
Friends said that now it was going to be. It wasn't.

There are times that I feel it has passed the worst and when I least expect I feel an immense pain.
I try to accept everything that is happenning: it's nature.
It's nature things.

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